Friday, February 04, 2011 . 2:06 AM
I Can't Do This Anymore
I know what SJ said that night, and I fully agree with whatever he said, so much that I was totally confident of imparting the philosophy to Cel when we met up the other day. It totally makes sense to me and it's a very simple and clear way of living your life, defining your relationships, but best of all, keeping your sanity.
But good God, why can't I seem to practice what I preach?
I suppose when I prayed for a sign or a message that if what I was doing was right, the lack of a sign/message/response now probably means I should just give up altogether.
It hurts, it really does, but perhaps I would retain a measure of my sanity.
Lord please guide me as to what to do next. Please give me strength.
"You'll Never Walk Alone"
Archangel
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