Thursday, May 27, 2010 . 10:52 PM
Nothing Like Kicking A Guy When He's Down
Oh Lord, way to compound my misery.
I just heard that the semi-pro a cappella group that I auditioned for not only deemed me poor enough to not accept me into their group as a bass but who also didn't have the decency to email me the rejection, just accepted one of my juniors from Resonance into their group. He's a bass.
But he's singing alto for them.
WTF?! From what I've heard it seems like they haven't accepted any basses or baritones either. He's like the only guy who made it through the auditions... Auditioning for bass but singing alto. I have to get to the bottom of this.
I have nothing against the guy, it's just that perhaps in my own egotistical viewpoint I thought I would've been a better candidate to join the group, not only as a bass but musically-wise, but I guess they didn't think so. Yeah, I'm probably so damn much suckier than I think I am.
What f***ing dreams of performing your own group act on stage, that's what they are, just f***ing dreams. As proven time and time again, with After 6 not even asking me to audition first and now Equivox giving me the cold shoulder, I'm just a f***ing loser who thinks he's good at singing. Heh.
What a way to kick a guy when he's down, way to go. Is there NOTHING that I can be good at?
I love this life. The way this is going, I'm probably going to fail ortho on Saturday. Heck, maybe I already have after the MCQs and OSCAs. Heh.
It hurts, man... It really f***ing hurts.
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