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Wednesday, May 26, 2010 . 3:00 PM

Angst

After the release of the NNI results, I only have one thing to say.

F***.

Seriously. F*** this bullshit. Now I only have 1 f***ing confirmed elective. ONE F***ING confirmed elective.

F***! I'm getting a very strong feeling that it's not unstructured or structured what ballotting bullshit it wasn't down to luck it was some technical error that disqualified the 3 of us that's just f***ing screwed up.

I bet less than half these people want to do neuro as a possible specialty in the future too! They just want it to bloody get As for their MBBS. F***.

Someone in heaven truly f***ing hates me. He loves to watch me writhe in misery after long periods of hope and expectation. How f***ed up is that.

Whatever man. Nothing in life goes right. F*** it all.

I feel like crying. This is so f***ing unfair.

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