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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 . 1:28 AM

Give It Up.

I think I should just give it up.

This hoping, waiting, expectation, wishing, praying, whatever you want to call it... It's nothing but a buildup to ultimate failure.

Stop fooling yourself. It's never going to happen. It didn't, and it never will.

Sounds like I've convinced myself, no? I want to give up... But I just can't let it go.

I can't.

SJ tells me time will heal, but time just papers over the cracks. When the cause of the cracks appears once more the wounds will reopen and fresh blood will come pouring out like tears that fall so freely.

Jon tells me that no matter what I've still got the 2 buggers to be thankful for (and for that I'm eternally grateful) but that still doesn't lessen the hurt.

I don't think I've ever been so affected by rejection before.

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