Monday, December 28, 2009 . 1:41 PM
Forget it. Forget that I even had that thought... Just let it go.
Suck it up, man. It's not the end of the world. You just need to stop getting reminded of it.
I need time off from the source of my worries.
I'm sorry I got distracted, but I need some assurance that what I'm doing here is right. That I'm at least on the right track? I don't know. I feel like I'm chasing a lost cause every time. Give me a reason to continue... Give me some security.
Life really sucks at the moment. I'm a selfish piece of shit for complaining about it, but I can't help but feel this way.
Forgive me for being so selfish... And please, please give me the strength to continue, and the courage to accept what cannot be changed.