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Monday, December 28, 2009 . 1:41 PM


Forget it. Forget that I even had that thought... Just let it go.

Suck it up, man. It's not the end of the world. You just need to stop getting reminded of it.

I need time off from the source of my worries.

I'm sorry I got distracted, but I need some assurance that what I'm doing here is right. That I'm at least on the right track? I don't know. I feel like I'm chasing a lost cause every time. Give me a reason to continue... Give me some security.

Life really sucks at the moment. I'm a selfish piece of shit for complaining about it, but I can't help but feel this way.

Forgive me for being so selfish... And please, please give me the strength to continue, and the courage to accept what cannot be changed.

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