Tuesday, October 23, 2007 . 4:52 PM
Negativity
Random thoughts running through my head:
Perfection is difficult to attain. It's a pain trying to attain perfection. Why bother to work in a group when they are actually willing to settle for second best? I cannot take that...
If something is going to be impossible to achieve, should one not even bother trying at all? "Nothing ventured, nothing gain..." but what if there will be damage done if nothing is gained...
Should you persevere with something when it seems to be going nowhere?
Why do I even bother trying so hard?
Self-torture is masochism. Sometimes I wonder why I torture myself this way...
I blew it, and nothing I do now is gonna change that.
I see what you're doing now... You're just like him, just more subtle. Or at least you think you are...
Some people have dual personalities, depending on who they're with. It's to the point of being a hypocrite...
I hate people who treat me so nicely when they need something, and then treat me like dirt when they've got what they've wanted from me.
It's disappointing that some people don't turn out the way they seem to be at first. Looks like first impressions aren't always true impressions.
Putting me (or my belongings) down in front of other people isn't gonna impress them. Unless she really is that shallow...
Is what I'm doing right? Is is right to think these things? What is wrong with me... Why am I so bitter?
The world is a cruel place.
"You'll Never Walk Alone"
Archangel
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