Friday, December 15, 2006 . 11:42 PM

It seems that I have many fair-weather friends. There have been many, many people whom I once considered and treated as a friend, help them in their time of need, talk to them, counsel them, etc... But it seems that when it is convenient for them, they just kick me to the side and let me rot.

They come to me in their time of need. They come to me. I don't spontaneously offer my help. They come to me. The number of times this is happened, I think I can already become a professional counsellor. Time and time again I do what I can for people. Then when I need help, they all conveniently disappear. They leave you for someone or something else.

They use you, they use you till you're dry and just throw you away. They piss you off, they exasperate you, but you still stick with them. Then they abandon you. Any apology offered from them is bullshit. It's just a sickening attempt to quell their guilt.

The worst are those who ONLY come to you when they need help, then they don't give a shit about you till the next time they need it. Those are absolutely the worst.

Don't even get me started on those who expect me to do favours for them when they have never and do not plan to do shit for me in the future.

Now you know why I only have three or four close, CLOSE friends.

I am, and will always be the lone wolf.

No one gives a damn.

"You'll Never Walk Alone"... but I always will, f***ers.

Archangel